4 down and 1 to go....

Alhamdulillah....i'm now down with 4 and 1 more left to be finalized...though i'm sure the 4 is not final and i still have lots more to ammend as usual...sometimes i'm just curious whenever i got back the thing(a taboo word for now), it will be full of scribbles and corrections even though it is the 4th time i resubmitted it...There goes the self-talk "aq ni x cerdik sgt ke smpai semua aq buat x pernah betul?!!!" or is it "sape yang problematic ni?" to high expectations perhaps....maybe its better to aim for the sky coz u'll drop on the clouds... sad but i guess i have to swallow it even it is so painful and bitter...sometimes i'm puzzled when it comes to this thing......Hopefully Allah will ease my process of finalizing it and help me to have the perseverence and patience to deal with this kind of situations which i'll be facing it sooner when i start working....Never mind Mohamad Ateff, Allah will never be cruel to his slaves.....God will help those who help themeseleves....Believe it and it will come to you!!!Law of attraction...

Brain damage.....

Towards the end of the semester, everything is starting to get dirty and messy....assignments are swarming over the head and life can be so miserable with the countless da of sleeping on top of the burden of finalizing my A.E....Fiuh!!!!!Penatnye!!!!!!!!Somehow i think the root course is me.....Poor time management and the everlasting procastination thingy....This week is a bonus that i guess should be utilized to get back alligned to the plan i had scheduled and clean the mess and start finalizing my Chapter 4 & 5........God Help me with this semester and give me the strength to face this challenging life.....

2010-hopefully the beginning of the triumph

My New Year Resolution for 2010 (hopefully I could attain all this) : Final edition for this year

• I have to be persistent in every single thing I do especially my studies and graduate with the highest result I could get
• I will always try to be a better person mentally, physically, emotionally and morally
• I will continue the effort to reduce my weight
• I will never make my mom sad and love her always and for eternity
• I will appreciate and cherish my family
• I will always remember and be more devoted to Allah
• I will be grateful with anything
• Have more saving in my account
• Be employed maybe as a contract lecturer at INTEC (this is more to doa i guess amin)
• Apply and continue for M.A program
  
  -AMIN-

Sometimes it’s tiring to be fat...

Just can’t describe how tired I am physically and mentally to hold the BMI reading of an overweight person. Back when I was in upper secondary, my weight was just nice and I was very happy at that particular moment of my life. I was free to do anything without any physical limitations, and more energetic. But that was just my past history. Due to pressure in life or I take it as a test from god, I gained so much weight nearly 50kilos...Sad but no regrets!!(nabi x suke umat die menyesal). It’s quite pathetic to put the blame on the situation, so let me take the responsibility on my overweight problem and clean the mess starting from now. When i exercise I tend to face the joint pains which only fat people will face this and sometimes my heart beats really fast and feels like vomiting whenever i forced my body to work beyond it's capability or when i rigorously work out....this had never happened to me before....(rase mcm nak nagis)... Sometimes some human just love to humiliate fat people and I felt that especially when I’m in the family gathering...They will start saying like “ish ko ni sehat skrg” (even the word “sehat” has it’s implied meaning)..to add the icing every time the food is served people will say this ”ha simpan sket utk org belakang” or when the food container is empty they will assume that the fat guy has eaten it all, so phrase like "ko no peti ais ke ape?"..This is so not fair..I’m tired of all this criticism by those who used their ass when they talk instead of their brains..There are no single fat person on this earth like to be that way...I’m seriously tired of this prejudice and discrimination towards fat guys or girls...WHY???I’m extremely tired when I had to ask for extra large size clothes when i go for shopping and usually left me with despair and frustration especially during big sales...DAMN!!!I’m really tired of all this!!!

Now I’m starting to adapt with not eating rice at all and i have to continue this for a year so that I can go back into my ideal weight...Just can’t bare of being overweight anymore...Ya Allah please give me the strength to follow this diet religiously so that I will be free from being an overweight 22 years old guy and benefits my health...hopefully i will get the support from my family and friends to reach my goal...

A.E("BOSAN" but important)

What is an A.E without revising, editing and formatting...when it comes to A.E the word is short yet simple but the work and effort required is tremendously torturing... Not to generalize but most of my friends hates it especially when your supervisor starts to stalk where ever you go via sms, disturbing phone calls early in the morning, e-mail or even facebook just to update the progress of your A.E....However it is a fact that in order to walk on the stage and receive the scroll, it has to be finalized and completed...Just imagine, not graduating just because of the A.E...That’s silly and horrendous... Sometimes you might get annoyed to be asked to revise and edit for so many times but it will help you to produce a good A.E by the end of the semester...Just imagine graduating with a “cincai” thesis, yes you graduate, but no satisfaction...

To all my friends’ who is still struggling to fight with their laziness, start doing it a.s.a.p...It is still not too late...Take supervisor’s comments positively and they will help to enlighten your uncertainty towards A.E even sometimes you will be asked to edit your draft for more than 5 times (the keyword is “SABAR” or patience and perseverance)....Gear Up Guys!!!And start doing it...P/S: ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS...WE REGISTERED TOGETHER, AND WHY NOT WE FINISH THIS BATTLE TOGETHER....GOOD LUCK TO MY FRIENDS FOR A.E....PLAY HARD, WORK HARD, STUDY HARD AND PRAY HARD....

What a holiday!!!

Visiting Singapore was a nightmare for my family and I...Too much expectations and we end up the journey with so many frustrations...It used to be a place where you can get a lot of imported branded items at a very low price...That was in the 1990’s I guess...Perhaps now Malaysia is already aligned or on par with Singapore in terms of branded items in fact the prices after the conversion is definitely more expensive in Singapore as compared to the lovely Malaysia...Why waste time, energy and money to get all those branded items when you can get it all here...However there are few things that you should check out when you are in Singapore:

THINGS YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT:
1. The digital items such as camera, and phones are cheap in Singapore
2. The perfumes are also extremely cheap in Singapore
3. The toilets are clean
4. The shopping malls are clean and the air freshener is effective
5. You can get a t-shirt as low as 2sing dollar per t-shirt

THINGS YOU SHOULD EXPECT:

1. You have to walk really far from one place to another even if it is just opposite for an instance Wisma Atria And CK TANG where you need to take an underground subway to across the road. Poor to the senior citzens especially to those who suffer from any related knee pains.In this case my mom...

2. Most of the branded items are sold at the same price but different currency for an instance RAY BAN shades are sold at 499 sing dollar and here in Malaysia it is RM499

3. For muslims, Halal food is quite difficult to be found in Singapore

To Zip this off, I guess the fact that Singapore is clean is true but not super clean...Thus my Holiday to Singapore was just OK....Luckily I grab the Nikon L100 coolpix...Thanx to Allah for giving our family the some extra or "rezeki lebih" for us to go for a holiday...

More weekends...

I guess sometimes the time we have for weekends is too limited...Even some said that it is the matter of spending quality time not quantity...I however propose that we should have "Ahad 2" because it would be wonderful!!The fact that sometimes the 2 days of weekends that we are having is insufficient made me all of the sudden thought of this issue...Just imagine that if we could have 3 days of weekends, we could spend more time with our family and friends...more time to shop, to eat, to sleep and lots more...Isn't it?or maybe it is just me thinking of this silly proposal....hehehe...I hated so much when on every saturday we could only spend less than 12 hours because usually for those who are working, saturday would probably be the best day to "Qada'" their precious sleeping momments...The worse part is when some of them had to work on alternate saturday.....FIUH!!!How i wish this proposal could be accepted by the parliment!!!(even though i know it is impossible)...However this is just my view and perceptions and i'm sure a lot of disagreement will arise.....The more the marrier and the more weekends the happier!!!