What else after graduating?

Waaahhh!!!…lamenye tak update blog...why??? sebenarnye malas and busy...but that is just a lame excuse....answering to my question...what else???HELL a lot of thing...sometimes just wish that i could GM(genitacally modify) my self so that i could stay at a particular age that i enjoyed most...is that possible??i don't think so...but never mind,lets continue with my story...anyway life after graduating has never been easy as you thought. Too many challenges perhaps…everything is about paying bills and the worse part would be pursuing my masters degree…paying bills is very taxing where in 10minutes time or perhaps in a blink of eye via maybank2u.com it's empty....aaaarrrgggghhhhh...stressful but its my responsibilities as a son and as to Allah S.W.T....regarding the master, i do feel that i better get started before it turns rusty; imean my brains... it will be very challenging due to the fact that working and studying is two tedious things but enjoyable…Mengajar versus Belajar…same verb but different task and responsibilities. For now I’m very happy with what the Almighty has provided for me and home HE would shower me with more blissful events and blessed me with good things…But my mind just can’t stop boggling about what’s next???what’s next???...am I on the right path???....Hopefully things will be fine and I will just follow the flow as I have faith that everything is already written and we plan but Allah determines….The end of my undergraduate life is just the beginning of my life…let’s color this new chapter with colorful things…One more thing I am grateful as I am always bless with good people surrounding and filling in the blanks in my life especially my family….same goes to my colleagues no matter where they are and my beloved students….But I still wonder why, a lot of students nowadays are rude and ungrateful??? I’m sad and curious and pissed off!!!!mixed mode…

Life After finishing school.....

It has been soo3x long after my last entry due to time constrains....After the massive work load finalizing my final year project...I’m now more relax and I finally have my own sweet time....doing whatever I wanted to do before (macam qada’ la) nak tidooooooo, hehehe....now I’m worried with my final results and life as a post graduate students.. I thought life would be easier after graduating but it is surely and certainly a misconception...it is definitely more tiring, challenging, mind boggling and worrying with lots more responsibilities.....I've promised to myself to make my family happy especially my mom...Life is too short and you will never know up till when Allah pinjamkan the life to me and happiness because it is all temporary after all....So I really need to gear up as fast as I could...Insya-Allah I'llbe able to manage with all this...Perhaps I am now more concern about employment issues rather than my studies like before, where will I work?? Which organization? My career path and furthering my education.....last but not least the paycheck (not to be money minded but money is now days a necessity.... Hopefully I will be employed and working with an above average organization so that I can pursue with whatever I’d planned earlier...We plan but Allah determine.....To my students Happy School Holidays and good luck to everyone in life and whatever you are in to......

4 down and 1 to go....

Alhamdulillah....i'm now down with 4 and 1 more left to be finalized...though i'm sure the 4 is not final and i still have lots more to ammend as usual...sometimes i'm just curious whenever i got back the thing(a taboo word for now), it will be full of scribbles and corrections even though it is the 4th time i resubmitted it...There goes the self-talk "aq ni x cerdik sgt ke smpai semua aq buat x pernah betul?!!!" or is it "sape yang problematic ni?" to high expectations perhaps....maybe its better to aim for the sky coz u'll drop on the clouds... sad but i guess i have to swallow it even it is so painful and bitter...sometimes i'm puzzled when it comes to this thing......Hopefully Allah will ease my process of finalizing it and help me to have the perseverence and patience to deal with this kind of situations which i'll be facing it sooner when i start working....Never mind Mohamad Ateff, Allah will never be cruel to his slaves.....God will help those who help themeseleves....Believe it and it will come to you!!!Law of attraction...

Brain damage.....

Towards the end of the semester, everything is starting to get dirty and messy....assignments are swarming over the head and life can be so miserable with the countless da of sleeping on top of the burden of finalizing my A.E....Fiuh!!!!!Penatnye!!!!!!!!Somehow i think the root course is me.....Poor time management and the everlasting procastination thingy....This week is a bonus that i guess should be utilized to get back alligned to the plan i had scheduled and clean the mess and start finalizing my Chapter 4 & 5........God Help me with this semester and give me the strength to face this challenging life.....

2010-hopefully the beginning of the triumph

My New Year Resolution for 2010 (hopefully I could attain all this) : Final edition for this year

• I have to be persistent in every single thing I do especially my studies and graduate with the highest result I could get
• I will always try to be a better person mentally, physically, emotionally and morally
• I will continue the effort to reduce my weight
• I will never make my mom sad and love her always and for eternity
• I will appreciate and cherish my family
• I will always remember and be more devoted to Allah
• I will be grateful with anything
• Have more saving in my account
• Be employed maybe as a contract lecturer at INTEC (this is more to doa i guess amin)
• Apply and continue for M.A program
  
  -AMIN-

Sometimes it’s tiring to be fat...

Just can’t describe how tired I am physically and mentally to hold the BMI reading of an overweight person. Back when I was in upper secondary, my weight was just nice and I was very happy at that particular moment of my life. I was free to do anything without any physical limitations, and more energetic. But that was just my past history. Due to pressure in life or I take it as a test from god, I gained so much weight nearly 50kilos...Sad but no regrets!!(nabi x suke umat die menyesal). It’s quite pathetic to put the blame on the situation, so let me take the responsibility on my overweight problem and clean the mess starting from now. When i exercise I tend to face the joint pains which only fat people will face this and sometimes my heart beats really fast and feels like vomiting whenever i forced my body to work beyond it's capability or when i rigorously work out....this had never happened to me before....(rase mcm nak nagis)... Sometimes some human just love to humiliate fat people and I felt that especially when I’m in the family gathering...They will start saying like “ish ko ni sehat skrg” (even the word “sehat” has it’s implied meaning)..to add the icing every time the food is served people will say this ”ha simpan sket utk org belakang” or when the food container is empty they will assume that the fat guy has eaten it all, so phrase like "ko no peti ais ke ape?"..This is so not fair..I’m tired of all this criticism by those who used their ass when they talk instead of their brains..There are no single fat person on this earth like to be that way...I’m seriously tired of this prejudice and discrimination towards fat guys or girls...WHY???I’m extremely tired when I had to ask for extra large size clothes when i go for shopping and usually left me with despair and frustration especially during big sales...DAMN!!!I’m really tired of all this!!!

Now I’m starting to adapt with not eating rice at all and i have to continue this for a year so that I can go back into my ideal weight...Just can’t bare of being overweight anymore...Ya Allah please give me the strength to follow this diet religiously so that I will be free from being an overweight 22 years old guy and benefits my health...hopefully i will get the support from my family and friends to reach my goal...

A.E("BOSAN" but important)

What is an A.E without revising, editing and formatting...when it comes to A.E the word is short yet simple but the work and effort required is tremendously torturing... Not to generalize but most of my friends hates it especially when your supervisor starts to stalk where ever you go via sms, disturbing phone calls early in the morning, e-mail or even facebook just to update the progress of your A.E....However it is a fact that in order to walk on the stage and receive the scroll, it has to be finalized and completed...Just imagine, not graduating just because of the A.E...That’s silly and horrendous... Sometimes you might get annoyed to be asked to revise and edit for so many times but it will help you to produce a good A.E by the end of the semester...Just imagine graduating with a “cincai” thesis, yes you graduate, but no satisfaction...

To all my friends’ who is still struggling to fight with their laziness, start doing it a.s.a.p...It is still not too late...Take supervisor’s comments positively and they will help to enlighten your uncertainty towards A.E even sometimes you will be asked to edit your draft for more than 5 times (the keyword is “SABAR” or patience and perseverance)....Gear Up Guys!!!And start doing it...P/S: ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS...WE REGISTERED TOGETHER, AND WHY NOT WE FINISH THIS BATTLE TOGETHER....GOOD LUCK TO MY FRIENDS FOR A.E....PLAY HARD, WORK HARD, STUDY HARD AND PRAY HARD....